Daily Check-In

[mecurtin]

This is your check-in post for today. The poll will be open from midnight Universal or Zulu Time (8pm Eastern Time on Monday) to midnight (8pm Tuesday Eastern Time).

Poll #23879 Daily check-in poll

This poll is closed.
Open to: Access List, detailed results viewable to: Access List, participants: 73

How are you doing?

I am OK
64 (87.7%)

I am not OK, but don't need help right now
9 (12.3%)

I could use some help
0 (0.0%)

How many other humans live with you?

I am living single
30 (41.7%)

One other person
25 (34.7%)

More than one other person
17 (23.6%)

Please, talk about how things are going for you in the comments, ask for advice or help if you need it, or just discuss whatever you feel like.

Comments

...Yeah. :/

[we_are_spc]

I'm not doing well emotionally. I've been running on autopilot for weeks. Trying to handle being an extrevert learning to do without touch comfort physically, and no contact.
Like...to the point where I'm not cleaning up after myself (Which is pissing of the room mates) even when they say I do shit, (Which has been going on for weeks) to the point where they're like...if this is consistant with you loiving an adult life, you need professional help with it, because clearly you can't take care of yourself even on meds.

...

I'm fogged up even *on* meds. I keep thinking I've cleaned up after myself, when I haven't (constantly, apparently) and...some of the places the food goes, I don't even know about because I'm so used to *hearing* when something hits something, and apparently ther'es food on the cabinets and sink, and "They're not my housemaids"...which is sometimes what I feel like I am to them. Especially their kitchen maid.

None of us talk much (Haven't even before the quarrantine)and both of them are intrevert/autistic.

Like...I have no idea what to do. I'm made aware, I do okay for a few days...then it's right back to where it was.

...

I honestly want to cry. Andcan't because I have a game, and it's in less than an hour, and I wouldn't be able to pull myself back together by then.

-T~

Re: ...Yeah. :/

[dragoness_e]

*hugs*

Re: ...Yeah. :/

[we_are_spc]

*hugs back* God I need as many of those as I can get right now.

Even with hugging myself, just the words themselves help right now.

Re: ...Yeah. :/

[mific]

Do you have a mental health professional you could make contact with for a review? It sounds like the stress might be taking a toll in terms of feeling fogged mentally, maybe even depression. I think in the current stressful situation that sort of thing can creep up on you gradually.

Re: ...Yeah. :/

[we_are_spc]

I do...and I may need to see when her next opening is. I haven't had a review for meds in about a month; I'm about due as it is.

-T~