A good friend of mine has worrying symptoms, so this day seems worse than yesterday. I'm holding up okay--no real hardship, and I'm used to being mostly alone--but I have to acknowledge that the stress is getting to me in weird, subtle ways.
No will to do anything. No willpower either. No focus. Just zombie-ing through the day. I hope tomorrow will be better. The vicissitudes of mood and good news/bad news are unsettling.
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Date: 2020-03-24 03:30 am (UTC)No will to do anything. No willpower either. No focus. Just zombie-ing through the day. I hope tomorrow will be better. The vicissitudes of mood and good news/bad news are unsettling.